Can you make sense out of it all?
People that have known me my whole life, know about my insecurity about my weight. The only time I was ever really skinny was until I turned 7, after that, through numerous of trauma’s, I gained double my weight within a year. Ever since then it’s been horribly hard for me to lose the weight.
This will be the umpteenth time I am trying to lose it and get down to a healthy weight. I still need to figure out my exact workout-plan and once I will, the challenge will start. And then I will want to aim to look like the pictures I added :).
So it’s been a while…of course. I know this was going to happen. Why am I so bad at keeping a blog? I dunno but anyways, life’s going. I am plowing through my mental health-studies and am liking it a lot. I really hope I am going to be able to finish it. On another note, I wish I could get away for just a little while. Just a long weekend even. Holland’s getting on my nerves and I haven’t left here since the summer of 2009. A bit too long!! So I’ll keep dreaming about the beautiful Rocky Mountains and hopefully it’ll become reality soon enough.
It’s been a very hard 2,5 years and it feels like it’s about to get even harder. These are the days where I truly doubt that God even exists. If I had bad karma it surely would’ve been cleansed by now..
Reblogged from sarahuuu
Nightmares on Wax is also another great artist for sure! This guy is just brilliant. What ever he does it, he does it like no other. His real name is George Evelyn, also known as DJ Ease. The name Nightmares on Wax is an acronym for NOW, which is no coincidence as he describes it “the sound of NOW”. He’s been in the scene since 1988. Pure greatness.